Sunday, January 14, 2007

goodbyes make me crazy

tonight i said goodbye to a dear friend and ex-luvah who's off on quite a grand adventure (to tokyo).

i once went on a grand adventure with him - he's why i came to portland; the adventure being the possibility of a life together. obviously, that adventure didn't go so well.

the thing is...i'm terrible at goodbyes - i always cry and the tears rolled down my face as i said goodbye to this good friend off to experience new things. part of me is jealous b/c i'm staying here in portland, committed to whatever life i have here right now. and also a bit jealous b/c he's off doing something fun and new while i continue deal with mortgages and mold; it'd be easier if i could hide in the suitcase, just for the adventure.

at any rate, here's to KP! happy travels...

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